Thursday, September 01, 2005
todae is wed meaning...... NO SCHOOL! Yeah~ ahah the gd ting of a 3 days sch wk.... bt boring day.... spent the whole day mugging n slping..... still lagging in readings...... bt no mood =X pon jap last wk.... abit regret le... was lookin at the book n omg.... sbh chim lorz... act also dunno sensei teach till where le.... ahahaha lesson learnt: shldnt pon jap lesson! bt gonna run off 1/2 way for the nxt lesson..... =X bobianz.... is the superstar finals! JJ is performing! so muz rush hm n watch.... =op sumimasen sensei! *acts innocent* anw recently is the formin of nxt yr's FOC... somehow reminded mi of the FOC this yr..... still rem once when we ate at the pasta restaurant in bugis..... he was bz making fone calls...... n mi was juz sitting there quietly eating my dnr..... sometimes c him v stressed out..... bt also dunno wat mi can do to help..... haiz.... there were even times when mi thot mi shldnt b the 1 with him... he shld b with some1 in the main comm perhaps? some1 who can help him.... guess i tend to tink too much bahz.... bt also makes mi realise tt mi is some1 who needs alota attention..... will feel neglected v easily..... haha hmmm tt day ang ang was sayin after she read my blog.... she feels tt mi like dearie alot.... ahaha din noe my expression of words so li hai! can make her feel "ma"..... =p she was also sayin she kan hao us to last..... juz like ZY n CH..... i place my bets on them 2! haha the 2 of them r always sooooooo sweeeeeeeet! hehe bt as for mi? dunno lehz..... if this is reali my final stop then wo sbh lucky lorz... strike jackpot at juz 1st try?! ahahaha hmmmm bt if there reali is goin to b a nxt 1.... muz find some1 who lives near mi!!! haha goin hm alone is v lonely sia..... Sometimes mi feel like acting like a spoilt kid.... wilful..... unreasonable.... bt my brain (which oni works at these times) always take control n hold mi back..... is this a gd ting? shld i juz go ahead n scream? n throw tantrums?