hmmm juz spent 2 days with my dearie..... made a stupid mistake of tinking tt mi broke his record.... hahaha aiyahz.... it was an enjoyable wkend nonetheless.... =)

Fri
b4 setting off to sentosa.... dearie came to my hse to pick mi up b4 we went on the looooooooong journey there..... haha took bus 65! tink nxt time take train beta ahz..... faster! ahaha Went harbourfront to eat lunch n stock up on food.... ate at a restaurant call noodle hut.... the ramen quite not bad ahz... siu mai also quite nice... quite affordable also.... haha mi overestimate the cost of the meal... lucky nv bet.... else sure lose =op then spent the whole day at the chalet..... quite okiez larz.... not as boring as mi thot..... got tv! haha ordered pizza for dnr..... silly dearie go n order so much! cant finish lorz.... he ordered 2 pizza, garlic bread n drumlets!!! we oni manage to finish the drumlets n 1 pizza.... had garlic bread for our supper.... haha the bread sbh cold... we alrdy tried to preserve it by wrapping it with towels.... bt proven: not effective! haha a pity nv go star gazing at nite.... now 7th mth.... mi too scared to go out sia.... hahaha then gave dearie his prize for tolerating mi for 1/2 yr! bt he din reali like it.... sobz sobz.... tink muz go n whack Kai's darling le! giv bad advice.... ahaha

Sat
Check out n went to dearie's hse.... slack most of the time bt also got mug abit.... then he helped mi edit my 214.... tink he almost puke blood.... haha BTH my ang moh.... too weak le.... ate my super big bag of Pari Pari! reali alot lorz.... cant finish sia..... ate the remaining pizza frm fri for dnr.... then also played our fav game: chinese chess! ahahaha angry sia.... 1 day i'll beat him! =p after tt is my loooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggg journey hm..... zzZzzzz

Todae is proj day at ang ang's hse.... BTH 214 le larz..... reali dunno wat to do sia..... then needa hand in so mani written assignments nxt wk n prepare for the presentation...... super sianz.... Halite is goin nite cycling nxt fri!!!! mi wan go!!!!! bt mummy dun allow.... sobz sobz....

iN[toXic]AteD
9:05 AM

haD a shock for the AB214 klaz yst..... the stupid tutor suddenly told us the datelines for assignments she nv mentioned b4! *faintz* nearly died on the spot.... then my grp was too honest... admit tt we haben start on everyting..... tink our rankin in the tutor's mind dropped from heaven to B18.... haha act the other grps also haben do lorz.... juz tt they keep quiet.... smart move sia..... tink we kana condemned le larz..... luckily went for gelare yst... help to lessen the blow.... haha the waffle n ice-cream is super delicious! yum yum.... half pice on tue!! haha hmmm mi get to realise the cruelty of office politics lately.... 1 of my ex-collegues was forced to resign.... reason given: surf net durin office hrs! tt's absurd lorz... every1 is doin tt.... haiz.... dun tink mi wld ever be suitable to the workin life of ADULTS..... afterall mi is still a TEEN mahz.... =op hmmm lotsa work seems to b piling up this wk.... got presentation to prepare..... written assignment.... usual tutorials.... katakana.... n readings..... HELP! bt dun mind workin miself xtra hard these few days n nxt wk..... coz got special event on fri n sat! YEAH~ will enjoy all i can those 2 days then mug xtra hard for the rest... ahahaha Sat wld b witness to a record breaking...... LookinG foRwaRd~~ ^o^

iN[toXic]AteD
2:23 AM

Yst had a long long chat on the fone.... haben done tt 4 vv long le! hahaha zai tok till 4am lorz.... =p Oh yahz!!! b4 tt..... proj superstar finally ended with the guy n ger winners! kelly got in as expected.... tink she looks real gorgeous! bt the guy side was disappointing..... junyang nv got in!!! T_T i was practically shouting JY JY JY when the jackpot was turning.... haiz.... though mi tink JY quite stone.... like always no expression.... bt he reali can sing well! When he sang Blue's song: if u come back..... OMG! it totally MA mi (in the terms of shui shang piao)! it was SUPER nice larz! he looks great in the pink shirt n the last outfit lorz! after the results were announced... JY sang jie kou..... damn sadz larz.... almost cried..... *sniff sniff*
okiez.... back to the fone.... in the midst of the conversation he suddenly sae cant celebrate with mi nxt sat le.... i stunned..... mind blank for a min..... then he contd to explain..... mi noe his financial status is not v gd.... mi hav nv reali expected a celebration on tt dae! juz wana get tog.... do aniting also can..... haha preferably mug since yr 2 life is sooooo stressful! urgh...... anw he told mi if mi can find another guy who is richer n mi like..... he is willing to let mi go...... I've been tinkin bout it..... bt hearing tt makes mi wana stay with him even more! I'm willing to go thru all these with him..... at most dun go restaurants eat lorz..... cut down on outing expenses..... it's not a muz to hav all these lorz! hahaha so dun ever tink of givin mi up to another guy! hmph! giv mi up oni when u cant like mi animore....

iN[toXic]AteD
2:12 AM

mi is rotting in some IT lab in Nanyang Riko Daigaku! hahaha waiting for my AB214 klaz.... tue sure is boring.... got 4 hrs break.... zzZzzz..... shld b reading my 214 txtbk.... bt reali no mood to study larz.... feeling too sianz n slpy le..... mi want hall!!! hahaha this yr no more hall for mi to rot in le..... suddenly every1 is not stayin..... haha *YawNz* lunch was fun! ate with wifey, ex-roomie, ang ang n xiao bai! All of us juz keep tokin n laffing like mad.... juz like the good old times... Siao-ehs spirit! realise tt haben ate with them since sch reopen sia.... except yst larz.... hahaha ang ang zai pork chop! reaLi miss SiAo-EhS!!! hmmm mi tink mi hav found the culprit to my misery these few days le! hahaha it juz suddenly struck mi last nite..... mi hav been feeling neglected! haha tink mi is used to the attention tt he had been showing mi bahz.... then now these few days... like v seldom c him..... nv reali sms also..... like contactless lidat.... mayb tt's y mi acting so abnormal lately.... hahaha tink muz learn to get use to it bahz..... cant always demand so much attention.... tiring..... hahaha tink mi siaoz le.... was so hapi when mi found the culprit! ^o^ mi also realise a hug can reali do wonders! hahaha reali miss lyin in his chest... =op lessons starting soon......

iN[toXic]AteD
5:15 AM

Tears cant help rolling down my face..... was reali disappointed..... had been lookin forward to this outing! totally excited bout it n went rnd borrowing digi cam..... was mugging for the past few days coz of todae.... bt in the end...... the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment..... mi din even dare to go out for the past 2 days..... anmei ask mi go town bt mi chose to stay hm n mug, wana meet ZW for lunch b4 his Taiwan trip also dun dare.... cut down on msn time... coz wana finish everyting quick quick then can go out todae..... Everyting mi had been doin was to prepare for todae.... even thot of wat to wear...... signz
I understand that he haben do his tut..... i understand tt he has 8.30 lesson tml..... tt's y mi make the decision of not goin out..... a decision tt makes mi cry non-stop.... haiz..... dunno y.... mi seem to cry alot lately..... T_T

iN[toXic]AteD
5:10 AM

Juz came back frm dnr @ fish & co with 08! haha it was great fun! we were makin sooooo much noise there! hahahah todae's dnr was sorta like a farewell for bing bing! he goin taiwan... sbh envious! bt he is goin there to suffer larz.... NS.... hahaha he claims he needs to slp in the cemetry there! sbh scary.... esp now is the 7th mth!!! OMG~ the dnr was also to celeb jia's bdae... haha super belated! n we finally got our taiwan gift frm bing bing's last taiwan trip!!! sbh long lorz..... it was a horoscope hp accessory.... hua jie also gav us a keychain made in ximending! v v nice! made of wood n got our names on it! Thx to bing bing n hua jie!!! ^o^ bt the main issue surrounds rongxian n her M1/2/3/4! =op she is our new bachelorette sia! highly sought after.... hehe quick make up ur mind ger! =op after the dnr we went mac to eat ice cream!!! yum yum..... courtesy of ray ray! =)
To bing bing: Bon voyage! enjoy ur trip to Taiwan! dun forget our presents! =p

Still haben hear frm dearie..... wonder how he looks like todae? hahaha DnD mahz..... thot he will mms mi a pix of himself.... hmmm sometimes feel tt when he is with his frenz..... he will forget bout mi.... can dun hear frm him for 1 whole dae..... bt guess it is reasonable expected bahz.... not nice to keep smsing when with frenz..... =)

iN[toXic]AteD
2:51 PM

Took this pix b4 goin to the pageant preview! Pro shot! hahaha

iN[toXic]AteD
5:38 PM

hMMM..... the past 5 mths..... summary: short but happening! got Happiness..... sweetness..... disappointment..... hurtZ..... teaRs..... up n downs..... 2 guys+ 1 ger..... family objections..... miscommunication..... DRAMA sia! hahahaha i cant exactly rem wat happened..... bt we juz started tokin on the msn... he keeps calling mi siao char bo then..... mi wun forget lorz! *stares* muz expose all the sins he has done!!!
1) There was this once when he walked past mi outside MLT n gimme an "i dunno u" look.... -.-"
2) Din open the door for mi at cant 1! slam the door in my face somemore!!! *hmph*
3) Din help mi up the slope near hall 1! almost caused mi to roll down the slope lorz...... sbh
4) Constantly torturing mi! T_T always beat mi up (shen congye!)..... sobz sobz

The above were juz to name a few.... there are much much more crimes he has committed! too mani to list le..... =p hmmm there wasnt much of a courtship for us..... mi was tricked into consenting to the contract too early! haha he was too skilled for mi to handle larz.... use SS to remove my shield..... the deadly fone call! 心肝宝贝 bear n the bouquet of roses! hahaha

Then came our 1st date..... mi still can rem is @ heeren! haha we were watching the imcomparable to jay concert in HMV when he suddenly put his hand on my shoulder..... tink mi is too tall for him larz...... things were a little awkward..... mi dun dare to move also.... juz stand there..... haha after leaving HMV he tried to hold my hand for the 1st time..... it was reali funnie 2..... he held it in such a way that my hand was over his! haha damn uncomfy..... bt we manage to correct it in the end! ^o^ he was on "cloud 9" after the date..... heez~

Subsequent dates mi cant rem le larz... so long ago..... hahaha bt reali enjoy the times when we will rot at our halls..... haha n of coz the unforgettable CPR..... =op the 2nd bouquet of roses n choco after mi knock off from work (4 th mth anniversary) ..... appreciate the little things that he has done.... shelling prawns at MFM..... oh yahz.... muz write down.... else ltr forget again! STM... hahaha mi rem him coming to pick mi up le larz! turn up at my house all of a sudden..... another time waited downstairs wihtout telling mi..... hahaha n of coz our non-stop squabbling over the fone like little kids! reali is unforgettable man..... ^o^

There were also the down sides..... miscommunication is the main culprit! hmmm the most recent being the stupid GE tingy..... mi thot he nv tink of mi when adding it bt mi nv ask clearly.... he alrdy help mi tink thru everyting n decided that mi wun n shldnt take it... tt y tell mi oni after he had added it.... 错怪你了！对不起..... we reali cant tok on msn n sms! hahaha

Hmmm then my stubborness n insensible hav always caused trouble for him..... =X like the juz past pageant preview @onyx..... silly mi was v upset n sianz bcoz dunno which grp to join at the preview.... all not v close de mahz.... tears started pouring down..... haha reali v silly lorz... this kinda ting also cry.... he had to comfort mi.... help mi make arrangement as to who to meet..... haha tt's not all.... of all tings mi had to hav gastric probs on tt day! signz.... mi still insisted on goin.... in the end he had to take care of mi n we went late..... almost miss the preview! Sorrie Dearie.... then mi keep sayin he not romantic also.... guess mi is too in the pix le..... cant c all the sweet things he has done....

wahz... the post like getting overly long le..... hahaha hard to squeeze in everyting tt happened in the past 5 mths sia..... bt b4 mi end.... for my dearie: thx for being so understanding.... there were times when mi reali feel like giving up.... thx for always being there for mi! 辛苦你了！+hUgZ+

iN[toXic]AteD
4:41 PM

hahahahahahahahahahahaahhaahahahahaha
FinaLLy created this bLoG! hav been wanting to do it since 27 Feb 2005! bt lazy larz.... then todae was doin AB214... do till v sianz le.... thot juz come n set this up! motivation: to escape from the crutches of AB214! hahaha then of coz muz start with the usual hahas! eLse how to call myself a member of SiAo-EhS PaRaDisE? =op

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27 FeB..... a veRy sPecIaL dAy fOr mI...... iT's tHe oFFiciaL daTe wheRebY I leT a siLLy LobSteR iNtO mY LiFe n sTarT mY fIsHinG caReeR..... =op

iN[toXic]AteD
4:10 PM