Monday, August 15, 2005
Tears cant help rolling down my face..... was reali disappointed..... had been lookin forward to this outing! totally excited bout it n went rnd borrowing digi cam..... was mugging for the past few days coz of todae.... bt in the end...... the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment..... mi din even dare to go out for the past 2 days..... anmei ask mi go town bt mi chose to stay hm n mug, wana meet ZW for lunch b4 his Taiwan trip also dun dare.... cut down on msn time... coz wana finish everyting quick quick then can go out todae..... Everyting mi had been doin was to prepare for todae.... even thot of wat to wear...... signz
I understand that he haben do his tut..... i understand tt he has 8.30 lesson tml..... tt's y mi make the decision of not goin out..... a decision tt makes mi cry non-stop.... haiz..... dunno y.... mi seem to cry alot lately..... T_T